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| Went to cut my hair today... don't look like a boy this time so thats nice. I am thinking I might cut it really short next time... like the longest strand will go up to my ear lobe. I was going to do it this time, but I got scared. Didn't want my kids to call me Mr. Kaing =( Haha.. anyways... at the salon the lady found out that Darren, who was also getting his hair cut, and I were BF and GF... the word "novio" came up and I said, "Oh no. boyfriend NOT husband." Then the salonist asked, "You live together?" Nod. "He your husband" haha.. and started going on about other things. It was kinda funny. I don't think i'll get married though... I'm not a ring person or one for big celebrations that would rob me broke. haha... if i ever, itll just be a simple "lets all go eat McDonalds!" haha just kidding So... Papa... that is what my life is ALL ABOUT NOW! When I go out, i wonder if he is okay at home. He barks at night all the time when he hears noise becuase he is scared and is calling for help. I wonder if he is happy or needs anything. If he is sick cause of something he might have eaten outside during our walks. Always cleaning up his pee because he is 50% of time time potty trained! GAH Im already wondering how my life would be without him! What happens if he dies? What would I do? I would die. =( And i picture... this is how itll be like if i ever have a baby! BUT WORST! Birth control pills all the way. Till i die. =P | | |
| Damn LAUSD. Damn them for using threats to scare us from our strike last Friday. AHH... Teachers do a lot to help the students do well in class, especially the young/new teachers. I really do think they put in A LOT more effort into their curriculum to make sure students are engaged and participating. So fuck them for sending out a letter stating, "I would like to recognize the overwhelming majority of teachers who put taking care of students first when UTLA's unlawful protest were held" Screw that! The protest were FOR the students so that next year they won't walk into a classroom with 39+ other students and not enough chairs to seat all of them! The protest was for all the teachers that the students love becayse they actually cared about the students. Students are walking out of the classroom because they understand how messed up their education will be due to all the layoffs. So... at the end of the year when all the teachers are getting laid off, who is being taken cared of first? So screw you for all your BS emails and your damn threats.
AHHH... I seriously am hating the way LAUSD does "business" I hate how they try to "run" us with all these threats of losing our jobs and our certification. But... I also hate how UTLA isn't coming together more quickly to do something about all this mess.
UGHHH frustration. it doesnt help that its CST week. students hate test =(
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| so... i don't think i will be collecting unemployment this summer... good news? bad news? kinda good. haha this means i have a job next year =P haha... yeaaa tooo meee | | |
| Taking care of a puppy for the past couple of days and being a teacher makes me wonder if I really want to have kids in the future... The thought of having my own kids was more of a... something you just "had" to do cause everyone else does it when they get old. Just like getting married. Its just something you do when you get old and found someone you are willing to spend your life with. I don't know if I want a baby. I dont know if I could have years of sleepless nights wondering if my baby is okay. Waking up to make sure it goes pee pee when it wants to pee. It just drains me! Then going to work, doing my job to make ends meat to take care of my baby... IMPOSSIBLE! All i am thinking about is if the baby is okay! I skip the gym to get back home to my baby! And this is just a PUPPY! I can't do it... just cant...
but PUPPIES ARE SOOO CUTE! good thing I think babies are ugly... some... or most at least. HAHA
AHHHH Papa Bear is the new love of my life!
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| Should I teach summer school or not?!
On one hand, I want to take a break from the kids. I need a "me" time longer than a week... but I also want a job during the summer so I am not bored as hell. Maybe a temp job in the offices to see if maybe that is what I really like better? What do you guys think?
AHH... I've been working eversince 10th grade... NON STOP... never been unemployed for more than a week.. it just feels weird NOT to work... 
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